I call Bullshit!!

It has been awhile since my last blog, and I appologize for that. I have had to take some time to really chanel all my energy back into my show and my goals. There has been a lot of bullshit going on around me and I decided enough is enough. It started to affect my workouts, sleep, and diet....I finally sat back and reevaluated what I want and what I am doing. Dont fret I am back on track and stronger than ever! So many times we get wrapped up in bullshit whether it be our own or others...I for one care WAY too much about what people say/think about me and with all the other struggles and drama going on around me, I realized it was breaking me....and Im a tough little cookie...so to say that is a big deal. I have come back with a new mindset that I don't care any more. I know what my goals are and I know how badly I WANT this show! Nothing will stop me and as a good friend of mine Dorian has put the mindset in me "Failure's No Option"! I will not be defeated by anyone or anything, I will be at my BEST come Border States, and I WILL be taking the overall!! They say go big or go home, and I am sticking to that saying. As hard as things have been, my coach is right when he says "this isn't even the hard part"...so with everything cleared out of my head besides my destination in October, I am destroying it in the gym like Ive never done before and am pushing myself WAY past my limit. I am impressed with my progress thus far...I know I dont post any progress pics...Im just not very comfortable with my posing, so looks like you all will only be getting end results lol. My bodyfat has come down another percent in a week and my weight has continued to drop. I have a meeting with my coach tonight, and we will see if I can impress him with my progress. 64 Days out from Border States, I honestly can't wait to step out on that stage!