Tomorrow offically marks 8 weeks out, and I have mixed feelings....it feels awhile away, but it doesn't feel like enough time. I had a meeting with my coach last night, and I am not sure what hit me yesterday but I feel like a new me has been born. My focus and mindset have def changed...I told my coach last night "This show is about ME." If any of you know me, I am the farthest thing from selfish...I try to always put others before me, but talking to my best friend about everything I think she finally knocked some sense into me....this show doesn't affect anyone but myself. I can be unselfish the rest of the year, but when it comes to show time it has to be about me. I have finally gotten the sense knocked into me, as hard headed as I am. I feel great, knowing I will not let ANYONE take this away from me or push me away from my goals. As my coach told me "If you're not with me, you're against me". I am stronger than I have ever been before, and I have the mindset that NO ONE will stop me!
I am a little weird, and as most girls LOVE cardio....I HATE it! lol I would rather lift all day long than do cardio lol. I on the stepmill doing my intervals (DYING)...I had 15 min left and was contemplating stopping since I couldn't breath...But I put on my song (and Im not sure why this song pushes me or motivates me and you all will probably laugh when I tell you) Sleazy by Kesha and kept telling myself "first place only"...You best believe I finished that cardio feeling AMAZING after.
The new Kayla is here and you best believe she is bringing more than her "A" game!! There is no more bullshit in my life, and you best believe I will no longer put up with it or allow it in my life. Borderstates here I come!!!
I literally DESPISE cardio - if it were a person, I would punch it in the face!! BUT, I know that for me it's a necessary evil so I do it (while saying every curse word known to man under my breath..lol!)....
ReplyDeleteEight weeks....let's see what we can do!!!
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