BLAH!!! That is my mood today....My body is achey, slugish, and all I wanna do is be lazy and sleep. Luckily I got a nice nap in today and I feel like I have a little more energy than I did when I woke up this morning. This is something I guess I will have to get use to, and its a sign that we are getting closer and closer to my show. One thing I must add that drives me nuts about people though is just because I can do something doesnt mean I want to....Yes I am a lot stronger than most girls and yes I can lift a lot, but just because I can doesnt mean I want to. People dont understand the dieting and depletion we do before a show...they think we are always at our strongest just because we are starting to look leaner and more cut. Sorry that is my little venting for the day.
On a positive note, one thing that surprises me though is how much music helps me out no matter how exhausted my body is. I am a person that is always listening to music and singing at the top of my lungs....and possibly the one you see at the gym dancing to my music while I do my cardio. I feel like music has a huge influence on our day and our moods, so I always try to have music playing throughout my day. One song that I have been stuck on for awhile and that I love to listen to during my cardio sessions to help get me through them is take over control....http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=rVjcLL9WwU8
Idk what it is about this song but it just gets me going LOL and I sit there and dance to it with Jessica while we do the stair master and tredmill every day...dont judge me lol.
As weak and exhausted as I feel, I know I am unstoppable and will step out on that stage knowing I did everything I could. I am so excited and every day gets me closer and closer to show time...
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